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By AnonymJennifer Pastiloff
But mostly in those years, I learned how easy it is to confuse grief for body fat, your job for your worth, your lack of knowing who you are with the fact that you are nobody and nothing.
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By AnonymJennifer Pastiloff
It was as if I finally understood what being present meant. I had heard it so many times in yoga classes but I had never experienced it. It was like a protective film that someone had forgotten to take off was peeled back from my brain, and I could finally see things clearly. How I wasn't truly stuck.
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By AnonymJennifer Pastiloff
May I have the courage to be who I say I am.
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By AnonymJennifer Pastiloff
Sick equaled thin and thin got me noticed. Being noticed made me feel loved.
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By AnonymJennifer Pastiloff
Sure, once I published a piece or once I closed my notebook and left the cafe or stopped daydreaming, I was scared again, but while I was writing, while I was telling the truth, I was unafraid. I wanted that again. Fearless-ish. Afraid and not afraid. Scared and doing it anyway. Holding more than one thing. Two things at once.
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