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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
Allah tests our patience and our fortitude. He tests out strength of faith. be patient and there will endless rewards for you, insha'Allah" - Utaz Badr
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
All through life there were distinctions - toilets for men, toilets for women; clothes for men, clothes for women - then, at the end, the graves are identical.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
Control yourself, it is not worth it. You will regret your rudeness afterwards, your sensitive nature will be troubled
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
I must settle for freedom in this modern time
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
I've come down in the world. I've slid to a place where the ceiling is low and there isn't much room for me to move.Most of the time I'm used to it ... I accepted my sentence and do not brood or look back. But sometimes a shift makes me remember. Routine is ruffled and a new start makes me suddenly conscious of what I've become -
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
The Mercy of Allah is an Ocean, Our sins are a lump of clay clenched between the beak of a pigeon. The pigeon is perched on the branch of a tree at the edge of that ocean.It only has to open it's beak
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
The Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him, said, When Allah loves a people, He tries them.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
The sweetest things in life were not necessarily what one strove for and grabbed. Instead, many many times the All-Merciful, the All-Generous would give His servants without being petitioned, without waiting to be asked.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
Why do bad things happen? For pedagogical reasons, so that we can experience the power of Allah, catch a glimpse of Hell and fear it, so that we can practice seeking refuge in Him and, when relief comes give thanks to His mercy. Darkness was created so that, like plants, we could yearn and turn to the light.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
And why is it that so many years later it is so easy to distinguish the bullies from their prey? Adult bodies surrounding the children of long ago. The years have changed nothing.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
Can I aske forgiveness for someone else, someone whose already dead? Yes, you can. Of course you can. And you can give charity in their name and you can recite the Qur'an for their sake. All these things will reach them, your prayers will ease the hardship and loneliness of their grave or it will reach them in bright, beautiful gifts. Gifts to unwrap and enjoy and they will know that this gift is from you.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
I am touched by her life, how it moves forward, pulses and springs. There is no fragmentation, nothing stunted or wedged. I circle back, I regress, the past doesn't let go. It might as well be a malfunction, a scene repeating itself, a scratched vinl record, a stutter.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
I like talking to you,' he said, slowly. 'Why?' That was the way to hear nice things. Ask why.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
It took him years to learn the value of silence, the power of carefully chosen words.
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
I wanted to be good but I wasn't sure if I was prepared
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
What ages you faster, suffering or experience?
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
What was life like ? deprivation and abundance, side by side like a miracle. surrender to them both . Poverty and sunshine, poverty and jewels in the sky . Drought and the gushing Nile Disease and clean hearts, stories from neighbours and relationships .
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By AnonymLeila Aboulela
Who would care if I became pregnant, who would be scandalized? Aunty Eva, Anwar's flatmates. Omar would never know unless I wrote to him. Uncle Saleh was across the world. A few years back, getting pregnant would have shocked Khartoum society, given my father a heart attack, dealt a blow ti my mother's marriage, and mild, modern Omar, instead of beating me, would called me a slut. And now nothing, no one. This empty space was called freedom.
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