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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Nothing stinks like a pile of unpublished writing.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Nothing stinks like a pile of unpublished writing, which remark I guess shows I still don't have a pure motive (O it's-such-fun-I-just-can't-stop-who-cares-if-it's-published-or-read) about writing.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Now I am silent, hate Up to my neck, Thick, thick. I do not speak.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Now I know what loneliness is, I think. Momentary loneliness, anyway. It comes from a vague core of the self - - like a disease of the blood, dispersed throughout the body so that one cannot locate the matrix, the spot of contagion.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
O heart, such disorganization!
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Oh, something is there, waiting for me. Perhaps someday the revelation will burst in upon me and I will see the other side of this monumental grotesque joke. And then I'll laugh. And then I'll know what life is.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Once one has seen God, what is the remedy?
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
One night she hid the pink cotton scarf from her raincoat in the pillowcase when the nurse came around to lock up her drawers and closets for the night. In the dark she had made a loop and tried to pull it tight around her throat. But always just as the air stopped coming and she felt the rushing grow louder in her ears, her hands would slacken and let go, and she would lie there panting for breath, cursing the dumb instinct in her body that fought to go on living
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
One thing, I try to be honest. And what is revealed is often rather hideously unflattering.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
On the train: staring hypnotized at the blackness outside the window, feeling the incomparable rhythmic language of the wheels, clacking out nursery rhymes, summing up moments of the mind like the chant of a broken record: god is dead, god is dead. going, going, going. and the pure bliss of this, the erotic rocking of the coach. France splits open like a ripe fig in the mind; we are raping the land, we are not stopping.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Outcast on a cold star, unable to feel anything but an awful helpless numbness. I look down into the warm, earthy world. Into a nest of lovers' beds, baby cribs, meal tables, all the solid commerce of life in this earth, and feel apart, enclosed in a wall of glass.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Out of the ash I rise with my red hair and I eat men like air.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Over coffee and orange juice the embryonic suicide brightens visibly.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
People or stars Regard me sadly, I disappoint them.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Piece by piece, I fed my wardrobe to the night wind, and flutteringly, like a loved one’s ashes, the gray scraps were ferried off, to settle here, there, exactly where I would never know, in the dark heart of New York.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Please let him come, and give me the resilience & guts to make him respect me, be interested, and not to throw myself at him with loudness or hysterical yelling; calmly, gently, easy baby easy. He is probably strutting the backs among crocuses now with seven Scandinavian mistresses. And I sit, spiderlike, waiting, here, home; Penelope weaving webs of Webster, turning spindles of Tourneur. Oh, he is here; my black marauder; oh hungry hungry. I am so hungry for a big smashing creative burgeoning burdened love: I am here; I wait; and he plays on the banks of the river Cam like a casual faun.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Poetry, I feel, is a tyrannical discipline. You've got to go so far, so fast, in such a small space, that you've got to burn away all the peripherals.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Poetry, I feel, is a tyrannical discipline, you've got to go so far, so fast, in such a small space that you've just got to turn away all the peripherals.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Pretty soon, the only doubt in my mind was the precise time and method of committing suicide. The only alternative I could see was an eternity of hell for the rest of my life in a mental hospital, and I was going to use my last ounce of free choice and choose a quick clean ending.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Read widely of others' experiences, even if it'd be more comfortable to snuggle back in the comforting cotton-wool of blissful ignorance.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Secretly, in studies and attics and schoolrooms all over America, people must be writing.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
See, the darkness is leaking from the cracks. I cannot contain it. I cannot contain my life.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
She looks like a woman who has found it ridiculous to commit herself to a single emotional stance in anything, but must always ride high heavy irony.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
So I kiss him, and there is the great dark sea ahead.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
So learn about life. Cut yourself a big slice with the silver server, a big slice of pie. Open your eyes. Let life happen.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
So many people are shut up tight inside themselves like boxes, yet they would open up, unfolding quite wonderfully, if only you were interested in them.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Some pale, hueless flicker of sensitivity is in me. God, must I lose it in cooking scrambled eggs for a man.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go to write it down, and either you over dramatize it, or underplay it, exaggerate the wrong parts or ignore the important ones. At any rate, you never write it quite the way you want to.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Sometimes I feel like I'm not solid. I'm hollow. There's nothing behind my eyes. I'm a negative of a person. All I want is blackness, blackness and silence.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Sometimes I feel so stupid and dull and uncreative that I am amazed when people tell me differently.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Sometimes I nursed starfish alive in jam jars of seawater and watched them grow back lost arms. On this day, this awful birthday of otherness, my rival, somebody else, I flung the starfish against a stone. Let it perish.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
So much working, reading, thinking, living to do. A lifetime is not long enough. Nor youth to old age long enough. Immortality and permanence be damned. Sure I want them, but they are nonexistent, and won't matter when I rot underground. All I want to say is: I made the best of a mediocre job. It was a good fight while it lasted. And so life goes.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
So much working, reading, thinking, living to do! A lifetime is not long enough.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
So, now I shall talk every night. To myself. To the moon. I shall walk, as I did tonight, jealous of my loneliness, in the blue-silver of the cold moon, shining brilliantly on the drifts of fresh-fallen snow, with the myriad sparkles. I talk to myself and look at the dark trees, blessedly neutral. So much easier than facing people, than having to look happy, invulnerable, clever.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
So you got rid of your astonishment that someone could write so much more dynamically than you. You stopped cherishing your aloneness and poetic differentness to your delicately flat little bosom. You said: she's to good to forget. How about making her a friend and competitor — you could learn alot from her. So you'll try. So maybe she'll laugh in your face. So maybe she'll beat you hollow in the end. So anyhow, you'll try, and maybe, possibly, she can stand you. Here's hoping!
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
... stop trying to get me to write about 'decent courageous people' -- read the Ladies' Home Journal for those! ... I believe in going through and facing the worst, not hiding from it.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Strange, when one thinks of all the other boys, infinite experimental kisses, test tube infatuations, crushes, pseudo-loves. All through this physical separation, through the testing and the trying of the others, there has been this peculiar rapport, comradeship, of us two so alike, so similar, but for science-boy and humanities-girl - the introspection, self examination, biannual deep summarizing conversations, and then the platonic parting.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Sunday-the doctor's paradise! Doctors at country clubs, doctors at the seaside, doctors with mistresses, doctors with wives, doctors in church, doctors in yachts, doctors everywhere resolutely being people, not doctors.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
Sure, I’m dramatic and sloppily semi-cynical and semi-sentimental. But, in leisure years I could grow and choose my way. Now I am living on the edge. We all are on the brink, and it takes a lot of nerve, a lot of energy, to teeter on the edge, looking over, looking down into the windy blackness and not being quite able to make out, through the yellow, stinking mist, just what lies below in the slime, in the oozing, vomit-streaked slime; and so I could go on, my thoughts, writing much, trying to find the core, the meaning for myself.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
That afternoon my mother had brought me the roses. "Save them for my funeral," I'd said.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
That is salvation. To give of love inside. To keep love of life, no matter what, and give to others. Generously.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The lawn was white with doctors
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The artist's life nourishes itself on the particular, the concrete.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The blood jet is poetry and there is no stopping it.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The blood of love welled up in my heart with a slow pain.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The body is amazingly stubborn when it comes to sacrificing itself to the annihilating directions of the mind.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The claw of the magnolia, drunk on its own scents, asks nothing of life.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The constant struggle in mature life, I think, is to accept the necessity of tragedy and conflict, and not to try to escape to some falsely simple solution which does not include these more somber complexities.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The day I went into physics class it was death.
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By AnonymSylvia Plath
The door of the novel, like the door of the poem, also shuts. But not so fast, nor with such manic, unanswerable finality.
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