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By AnonymCarre Otis
Anorexia was there for me before I got into modeling, but because of the arena and the demands, the disease really got out of control for me. It's like being an alcoholic and going and being a bartender.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Being born and raised as a Californian, I somewhat ignorantly had taken for granted the diversity and liberal mindset that shaped my childhood and adult life.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
But I would assert that despite the wide variety of yoga options and individual preferences, there is one universal element: the union of consciousness and movement, breath and awareness.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
But life inevitably throws us curve balls, unexpected circumstances that remind us to expect the unexpected. I've come to understand these curve balls are the beautiful unfolding of both karma and current.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Eating disorders, body dysmorphia and a general dissatisfaction with one's life and body seems to ail too many young people.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Exposing any subject that is unpleasant or controversial means risking judgment and making some people feel uncomfortable.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
From the time I started school, it was clear to everyone that I wasn't learning at the same pace as other kids.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I am not naturally that thin, so I had to go through everything from using drugs to diet pills to laxatives to fasting. Those were my main ways of controlling my weight.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I believe that as women, we must commit ourselves to sustaining the progress made by our foremothers who fought so hard for women's equality and liberation.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I bicycle 12,000-foot mountain passes, run, cross train, skate-ski, hike and mountain bike.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I delight in my family obligations, but they leave little time for breaks let alone quick trips across the country.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I did some great work with my Calvin Klein ads on the motorcycle. It was really groundbreaking because people hadn't seen a woman actually riding a motorcycle before.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I feel like it's my responsibility to honestly cover a lot of subjects in part because I have two little girls and I really want them when they grow up to have a voice.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I grew up on antibiotics. Every ailment - sore throats, earaches, flus - warranted a trip to the doctor and in most cases some kind of prescription.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I had been on this insane diet for almost 17 years to maintain the weight that was demanded of me when I was modeling. My diet was really starvation. I am not naturally that thin.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I had dropped out of school and was a runaway, so I didn't have family to fall back on if I didn't work. I didn't have a lot of other options of making money other than modeling.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I'm proud that today, at 43 years old, I've come to value the aging process and focus on inner rather than outer beauty.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
In the past, I often found that when I reached out for a fast cure it led me down a slippery slope of more medications, hopeful dependence on the next prescription and ultimately a much longer drawn-out illness.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I've found that balance is key. I'm no longer an extremist in any one direction.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I've learned to surround myself with women who lift me up and leave me feeling nurtured rather than drained.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I was born in 1968, just eighteen months after my sister Chrisse and just one year after Dad passed the bar exam.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I was essentially paid to perpetuate the myth that we are all, or should at least try to be, 17 and a size 2 forever.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
I was in a sushi bar and it dawned on me - how could I discriminate between a cow and a fish?
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Just as young people absorb all kinds of messages from the media, young girls learn what it means to be a woman by watching the older women in their lives.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Just because you're a different size doesn't mean you're sitting on the couch eating bonbons all day long watching TV.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Life is full of change and uncertainty. We know this. We experience it on a daily basis.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Many women who have anorexia put their hearts in a compromised situation.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Motherhood has brought me many joys and insights, but the new perspective it granted me on the role I had inadvertently played in young women's lives for the 2 decades I spent in the modeling industry was downright sobering.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
My daughters, your daughters, our daughters deserve safety, protection, and the freedom to make their own choices about their personal lives and their physical selves.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
My days are jam-packed with carpools, classroom assistance, tending to chickens, dogs and seven acres of olive trees!
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By AnonymCarre Otis
My doctor felt that the main contributing factor was so many years of malnutrition, especially during my formative years, even before I got into modeling.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
My own path towards wellness has been a long and dynamic one. It's taught me that healing from the inside out takes time and there can be great value in various sources of guidance.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
My parents were both from the East and had moved to San Francisco only so my father could go to law school there.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Part of treatment for drugs and alcohol is you abstain from these, but with eating disorders you can't abstain from food so the treatment is longer than drugs and alcohol.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
There comes a moment as a parent when you realize you will no longer be the center of your child's universe.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
Though my parents assured me over and over again that I wasn't stupid or slow, I sensed that my dyslexia was now a stigma on all of us.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
We come in many different shapes and sizes, and we need to support each other and our differences. Our beauty is in our differences.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
When I consider the deeper meaning of yoga, I realize it's about a lot more than simply performing a variety of postures on a mat.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
While women across the globe have many differences - language, culture, environment - our similarities are undeniable, and the impact of abuse and oppression affects us all.
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By AnonymCarre Otis
You have to find a balance with food in your life - you can't take out food. It can be absolutely terrifying.
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