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By AnonymJasmine Warga
Anyone who has actually been that sad can tell you that there's nothing beautiful or literary or mysterious about depression. Depression is like a heaviness that you can't ever escape. It crushes down on you, making even the smallest things like tying your shoes or chewing on toast seem like a twenty-mile hike uphill. Depression is a part of you; it's in your bones and your blood.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
..because never in my life have I ever been picked when there was another alternative.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
Do you believe in other universes? Do you think there's another dimension where we're happy?
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
Guidance counselors always love to say, 'Just think positively,' but that's impossible when you have this thing inside of you, strangling every ounce of happiness you can muster. My body is an efficient happy-though-killing machine.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
He can't make me love him when he's going to leave me.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I believe strongly that we all have multiple versions of ourselves. And the true test of love is learning to accept all of those versions, even when it's messy. Actually, especially when it's messy.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I can feel everything. And I want to keep feeling everything. Even the painful, awful, terrible things. Because feeling things is what lets us know that we're alive.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I can't wait until they don't have me here anymore.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I don't like songs about wanting things. I like songs about letting go, saying goodbye.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I don't know how to describe it, but the more I stare at him, the more I see his grief wrapped around him like shackles he can never take off.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I guess that's the magic of songs. The very best ones, they let you forget that they were written by someone about something that has absolutely nothing to do with you. Instead, you bend them to your life, matching the "you" of the song with whomever you want. The songs feel so much like your pain, your love, your longing, that you forget they were born from someone else's.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I spend a lot of time wondering what dying feels like. What dying sounds like. If I’ll burst like those notes, let out my last cries of pain, and then go silent forever. Or maybe I’ll turn into a shadowy static that’s barely there, if you just listen hard enough.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I start to daydream about gravity. Sometimes I wonder if gravity is the problem. It keeps us all grounded, gives us this false sense of stability when really we're just all bodies in motion. Gravity keeps us from floating up into space, it keeps us from involuntarily crashing into one another. It saves the human race from being a big hot mess. I wish gravity would go away and just let us all be a big mess.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I think he's looking for comfort, but I don't have any to give.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
It's hard to see where we're going since it's now dark, and I wonder if in some ironic twist of fate, we'll soar over the cliff without even realizing it. Like the universe's final joke: you can't plan your death, even when you try.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I've been thinking a lot aboit the energy of the universe. And if energy can't ever be created or destroyed, only transferred, what do you think happens to people's energy once they die?
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I wonder if that's how darkness wins, by convincing us to trap it inside ourselves, instead of emptying it out. I don't want it to win.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
I wonder what it will feel like when all the lights go off and everything is quiet forever. I don't know if it will be painful, if in those last moments I'll be scared, but all I can hope is that it will be over fast. That it will be peaceful. That it will be permanent.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
My change of heart isn't about flaking out; it's about fighting back.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
Nothing scares me more than a failed attempt. The last thing I want is to end up in a wheelchair, eating pulverized food and being watched around the clock by some sassy nurse who has a not-so-secret obsession with cheesy reality TV.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
One spark can change everything.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
Something inside me clicks. It's like I've spent my whole life fiddling with a complicated combination only to discover I was toying with the wrong lock.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
There's no saving him from his deep hole. There's no saving me from my black slug.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
There's nothing more humiliating than feeling sorry for yourself while watching other people feel sorry for you too.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
This may sound weird, but there are certain songs, like really great songs---you don't just listen to them, you know? They make you feel like they're listening back. Like the person who wrote the song heard you. Music makes you feel less alone in that way. It's proof that someone out there has felt the exact same way you do and they've managed to capture it in this perfect blend of words and sound.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
We're suicidal, not innumerate.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
What people never understand is that depression isn't about the outside; it's about the inside.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
What people never understand is that depression isn't about the outside; it's about the inside. Something inside me is wrong. Sure, there are things in my life that make me feel alone, but nothing makes me feel more isolated and terrified than my own voice inside my head.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
Yes, I'm broken. And yes, he's broken. But the more we talk about it, the more we share our sadness, the more I start to believe that there could be a chance to fix us, a chance that we could save each other.
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By AnonymJasmine Warga
You're like a grey sky. You're beautiful, even though you don't want to be.
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