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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
All the same, my depression and self-hatred, my desire to mutilate myself with broken bottles, my numbness and crying fits, my inability to get out of bed for days and days, the feeling of the world moving in to crush me, went on and on. But I knew I wouldn't go mad, even if that release, that letting-go, was a freedom I desired. I was waiting for myself to heal.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Almost certainly I will not tell her my intentions this evening or tonight. I will put it off. Why? Because words are actions and they make things happen. Once they are out you cannot put them back.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
And silence, like darkness, can be kind; it, too, is a language.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Anna Karenina is just a story about a woman falling in love with a bloke who is not her husband. Its gossip, rubbish - on the other hand, its the deepest story there could be about social transgression, about love, betrayal, duty, children.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
At the same time, you have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you, too far and they abandon you. How to hold them in the right relation?
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Being in love means being at the mercy of someone's childhood.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
But in love each moment is magnified, and every gesture, word and syllable is examined like a speech by the President.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
But you're beautiful, and the beautiful should be given whatever they want." "Hey, what about the ugly ones?" "The ugly ones." She poked her tongue out. "It's their fault if their ugly. They're to be blamed, not pitied.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Children, who have yet to learn our ways, are notoriously promiscuous in their affection. They’ll sit on anyone’s knee.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Dear God, teach me to be careless.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
England has become a squalid, uncomfortable, ugly place ... an intolerant, racist, homophobic, narrow-minded, authoritarian, rat-hole run by vicious, suburban-minded, materialistic philistines.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
For Mum, life was fundamentally hell. You went blind, you got raped, people forgot your birthday, Nixon got elected, your husband fled with a blonde from Beckenham, and then you got old, you couldn't walk and you died.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Fundamentalism is dictatorship of the mind
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Harvey [Weinstein] didn't want to release [MY SON THE FANATIC]; he held it for two years because he wanted a happy ending, although I don't know what that means. Does that mean the taxi driver leaves his wife or doesn't leave his wife? I think it has a happy ending.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
How disturbing it is that our illusions are often our most important beliefs.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
I am determined to live without illusions. I want to look at reality straight. Without hiding.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
I began to enjoy my own generosity; I felt the pleasure of pleasing others, especially as this was accompanied by money-power. I was paying for them; they were grateful, they had to be; and they could no longer see me as a failure.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
I can't sleep with you tonight, baby, my head's all messed up, you've no idea. It's somewhere else and it's full of voices and songs and bad things.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
I don't want to be loved. I want to be desired. Love is safety, but desire is foul.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
If jealousy was the vindaloo of love, I'd imagined her tongue burning, and such a fire forcing her to spill her truth.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
If you get depressed, you can be stuck for months; if you have an analyst, you at least have a chance of getting out of it faster.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
If you never left anything or anyone there would be no room for the new. Naturally, to move on is an infidelity -- to others, to the past, to old notions of oneself. Perhaps every day should contain at least one essential infidelity or necessary betrayal. It would be an optimistic, hopeful act, guaranteeing belief in the future -- a declaration that things can be not only different but better.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
If you want something badly enough, you make arrangements. If you don't want it badly enough, you make excuses.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
I guess writing is a kind of therapy in the sense that there are things you need to say and you say them, and better out than in.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
...I love 'yes.' It's practically the most interesting word of all, don't you think?" Like a hinge opening a door outward. Yes, yes, yes.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
I'm always writing. I'm an obsessive. It's not because I'm a disciplined person. It's because I'm crazy about it.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
I'm interested in philosophical psychology, people like Nietzsche, Freud, Alcan, Foucault, Derrida.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
It seemed to me that the real philosophical breakthroughs of the 20th century were in terms of the understanding of language. What is language? Where does it come from, how does it work, what does it do?
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
I've never had any desire to be good. I don't like goodness particularly.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Like you, she will have been with other people, but I've got a feeling there's something between you.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
My father was a civil servant, so having a regular job, being respectable is a big deal for me. Respectable in the sense that I support my family. That's what I mean by respectability.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
My guess is that she is uncomfortable in such an intransigent world but is unable to live accordingly to her own desire.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
No amount of promises can guarantee love
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
One would hope, as well that intimacy would leave more of a mark, that more of it would remain. But it doesn’t. You just end up thinking, who is this person?
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Please remove your watch,' he said. 'In my domain time isn't a factor.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Secrets are my currency: I deal in them for a living. The secrets of desire, of what people really want, and of what they fear the most. The secrets of why love is difficult, sex complicated, living painful and death so close and yet placed far away. Why are pleasure and punishment closely related? How do our bodies speak? Why do we make ourselves ill? Why do you want to fail? Why is pleasure hard to bear?
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Soon we will be strangers. No, we can never be that. Hurting someone is an act of reluctant intimacy. We will be dangerous acquaintances with a history.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
The cruellest thing you can do to Kerouac is reread him at thirty-eight.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
These days everyone was insisting on their identity, coming out as a man, woman, gay, black, Jew - brandishing whichever features they could claim, as if without a tag they wouldn’t be human.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
The vocation of each writer is to describe the world as he or she sees it; anything more than that is advertising.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Watching Jamila sometimes made me think the world was divided into three sorts of people: those who knew what they wanted to do; those (the unhappiest) who never knew what their purpose in life was; and those who found out later on. I was in the last category, I reckoned, which didn't stop me wishing I'd been born into the first.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
What a quality of innocence people have when they don't expect to be harmed.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Why do people who are good at families have to be smug and assume it is the only way to live. … Why can’t they be blamed for being bad at promiscuity?
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Without love, most of life remains concealed. Nothing is as fascinating as love, unfortunately.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
You can't spend your life beating yourself up for something that happened yesterday. You die if you don't follow your desire.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Act – make an event. Smash the coordinates and see where the smithereens fly. Let in the madness, and be sure to be a danger to oneself and others. Too much thinking turns you into that fool Hamlet.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
As it was, she always did whatever occurred to her, which was, admittedly, not difficult for someone in her position, coming from a background where rick of failure was minimal; in fact, you had to work hard to fail in her world.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Desire is naughty and doesn't conform to our ideals, which is why we have such a need of them. Desire mocks all human endeavour and makes it worthwhile. Desire is the original anarchist and undercover agent – no wonder people want it arrested and kept in a safe place. And just when we think we've got desire under control it lets us down or fills us with hope. Desire makes me laugh because it makes fools of us all.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Die Belohnung für Langeweile sind Sicherheit und Geborgenheit.
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By AnonymHanif Kureishi
Freud wrote that love involves the undervaluation of reality and the overvaluation of the desired object. While the correct valuation of a person is an odd, if not impossible idea, we might say Freud meant something like this: for various reasons, many of them masochistic, we become involved with others who cannot possibly give what we ask for; we can wait as long as we wish, but they do not have it, and one day, if we bear to abandon our fantasy and see clearly, we might face reality straight on. We will then look elsewhere for fulfillment, to a place where our needs can, in fact, be satisfied.
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