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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
The thought of all that happiness was hard to bear. What's the point of happiness when all it does is throw the facts of dying into clear relief?
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
The thunder of false modesty was deafening.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
They're so attached to their patterns that they've forgotten rule number one of human behavior: there are no patterns. People just do things. There's no such things as a coherent and fully integrated human personality, let alone consistent motivation.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
This intimacy is not necessary; no one is compelling me to open my inmost self and lay it naked, undefended, against that of another – merely for the joy of the communion.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
We all operate on different levels of awareness. Half the time I don't know what I'm doing.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
We're deaf men working as musicians; we play the music but we can't hear it.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
Why take drugs specifically designed to send you insane?
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
All reality about me now appeared to be in tatters, taken down and reduced to the civil war of its particles. I held on very, very tight indeed. Because in addition to that feeling, that disintegration, there was rage. I wanted to break something.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
And in that history you're trying to connect to something that once was yours - to something purer, better, something that you lost or something, maybe, that you never knew but that you feel you knew.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
...at such moments of extreme panic and anguish you do manage that trick with time: you are at last free from the illusion that time is linear. In panic, time stops: past, present and future exist as a single overwhelming force. You then, perversely, want time to appear to run forwards because the 'future' is the only place you can see an escape from this intolerable overload of feeling. But at such moments time doesn't move. And if time isn't running, then all events that we think of as past or future are actually happening simultaneously. That is the really terrifying thing. And you are subsumed. You're buried, as beneath an avalanche, by the weight of simultaneous events.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
Cheers,' she said as I left, 'and don't forget you're seeing Matt and I on Monday.' I thought for a moment she'd said 'matineye', an East End pronunciation of 'matinee'. Was I meant to review it? Then I remembered Matt was the production editor. 'Me won't forget,' me muttered as me went downstairs.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
Currents of desire and excitement that she had not known or thought about for years now flooded in her. She wanted him to bring alive what she had buried, and to demean, destroy, her fabricated self.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
Grief is a peculiar emotion.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
He didn’t ask himself if she was beautiful, because the physical effect of her presence made the question insignificant.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
Heisenberg and Bohr and Einstein strike me as being like gifted retriever dogs. Off they go, not just for an afternoon, but for ten years; they come back exhausted and triumphant and drop at your feet... a vole. It's a remarkable thing in its way, a vole—intricate, beautiful really, marvellous. But does it... Does it help? Does it move the matter on? When you ask a question that you'd actually like to know the answer to—what was there before the Big Bang, for instance, or what lies beyond the expanding universe, why does life have this inbuilt absurdity, this non sequitur of death—they say that your question can't be answered, because the terms in which you've put it are logically unsound. What you must do, you see, is ask vole questions. Vole is—as we have agreed—the answer; so it follows that your questions must therefore all be vole-related.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
He tried to sleep, but his head was filled with the faces of lunatics, their palsied hands, their shattered eyes.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
How grand, to be a Doctor of whatever and to weigh up and decide people's future.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
I am something of a connoisseur of the country pile and I must say {he} had done himself remarkably well. At a guess I would say it was from the reign of Queen Anne and had been bunged up by some bewigged ancestor awash with loot from the War of the Spanish Succession or some such lucrative away fixture.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
I suppose it was a dream that lasted really about fifty years. By the time universal education had begun to work properly, say 1925, and the time the first teachers started to hold back information, say 1975. So a fifty-year dream." "I think what's happened is that because they themselves know less than their predecessors, innovators and leaders today have remade the world in their own image. Spellchecks. Search engines. They've remodeled the world so that ignorance is not really a disadvantage. And I should think that increasingly they'll carry on reshaping the world to accommodate a net loss of knowledge.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
It's only after the change is fully formed that you can see what's happened.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
I've missed you, Frank.' 'I haven't breathed since you left.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
I wonder what it's like to be dead.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
I will think of you every day. All the time. If ever you should think of me and wonder what I'm doing, I'm thinking of you. That's all I'll be doing. Nothing else.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
My direction? Anywhere. Because one is always nearer by not keeping still.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
She had grown accustomed to people's responses to her. Many of them assumed that there was a polar choice between marriage and work and that the more enthusiastically she had embraced her job, the more vigourously she must have rejected the idea of children or male partnership. Elizabeth had given up trying to explain. She had taken a job because she needed to live; she had found an interesting one in preference to a dull one; she had tried to do well rather than badly. She could not see how any of these three logical steps implied a violent rejection of men or children.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
She was so beautiful I had to move away.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
The partition between love and anger is thin. I suppose it's a need to protect the self from further wounding that makes people scream at the one they love.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
The Red Lion was a four-ale bar with a handful of lowbrowed sons of toil who looked as though they might be related to one another in ways frowned on by the Old Testament.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
There was a pretty young woman I used to see pegging out sheets and I worried that she would grow old there and that no one would know how beautiful she was. And maybe she would die without ever having really lived.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
This is not a war, this is an exploration of how far men can be degraded.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
Until she had had children of her own she had not been able to contemplate the death of either of her parents; when the subject had arisen, in conversation or in her own imagining, she had said only: I just don't know what I'd do.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
[“What is the most real thing you can think of?”] Jacques thought for a long time before answering; he tried to weigh up what was most vital and enduring in all that he had known. Eventually, no longer smiling, he said, ‘Memory’.
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By AnonymSebastian Faulks
With no blame there's no shame. A human society can't exist without shame. Shame is like handedness or walking upright. It's a central human attribute. In fact, it's the first human quality ever recorded.' 'Where?' 'Genesis, Chapter Three. The covering of nakedness. The acquisition of shame was the first consequence of consciousness, of the speciating moment. Take shame from me and you are calling me pre-human.
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