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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Anything that lights your world leaves it dark once it's gone.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
A selfless act out of even the purest desire to do for others, will be selfish in the satisfaction and happiness it brings to one doing it.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
By judging others, you make yourself easy to judge.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
I can pretty much guarantee that you will at some point find yourself doing something that at one point you swore you'd never do. You'll do it for the sake of getting high, either directly or indirectly. Trust me. It will happen. You might think you know yourself better than anyone, but you have yet to become acquainted with your addiction. It will introduce itself in ways that you never thought were possible.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
I don't think I've ever dared to write down what I see in the ruins of me, or tell in any detail the scars and all their secrets.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
If somebody never gets enough of you, they will always want more
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
If you love yourself the most at your happiest moments, there is no reason not to be fond of who you are in the dark.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
If you're going to do something, strive to do it better than anyone else. Do it all the way. If you're going to half-ass it, why bother?
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
I'm falling apart, one part after another. Falling down on the world like snow. Half of me is already on the ground, watching from below.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
It may be a man's world, but men are easily controlled by women.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
It is through justification of one's actions that a completely guiltless life is possible.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
It might be depressing, but it's also the truth that no one has the power, the money, or the resources to save everyone on the planet from going hungry, living in poverty or allowed basic human rights. But consider the other side of this: there are people in this world who truly WOULD do all of these things for everyone if only they could. There is hope after all.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
It's hardly ever that I am hurt by something in only one dimension.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
It's so hard to find the place somewhere in the middle of the best and worst I've felt.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Most of the pain we feel is nothing more than a story that needs telling.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
My sadness is beautiful. It infuses everything I do. It is at the core of my identity and has always been, just as happiness is in some people. I refuse to hold that as a flaw. I will not mute it with medications for the sake of society. I will hold it close to me and celebrate it rightfully while the rest of the world fails to see it for what it is, and it will be their loss.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
No original thought still exists. People are original, each one of them. The same ideas that others had before you are waiting for you to bring them back to life in a new way. The part of who you are that is left behind within these old ideas is what makes them original all over again.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Phones with numerical keypads worked best for dialing phone calls. Incidentally, phone calls tend to be the primary function of a phone. 'Smartphones' completely ignore these basic facts, resulting in some of the least intelligent devices I've seen yet. Oh the irony.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Some people like living in black and white worlds. Let them stay there. Appreciate all the colors you see in your world though.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
The easiest way to gain someone's trust is to deserve it. This should be pretty easy, assuming you're just being you and being real. Minimal effort too.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
The end of a relationship is not always a failure. Sometimes all the love in the world is not enough to save something. In these cases, it is not a matter of fault from either person. Some things cannot be, it's as simple as that.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
The fact of the matter is that you should really stop concerning yourself with writing a book because anyone can write a book that totally sucks. There is nothing special about that.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
The only thing that feels worse than being stuck in a situation that makes you unhappy is realizing that you are not ready or willing to change whatever it is.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
The only unique contribution you can offer the world is to be who you actually are and no one else.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
The parts of me that hurt the worst want me to write something for them, but I can't. I don't know what to say. I'm lost in all this sadness, and so are they.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
There will be a time when you are forced to follow your heart away from someone you love.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
The world is not ready for some people when they show up, but that shouldn't stop anyone.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Two wrongs don't make a right, but neither does one. Revenge may seem petty by day, but on some nights she becomes Justice.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
We may seem fine, even when the pain remains right there beneath our surface.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
When you want to share something with another person more than anything, it is one of the most difficult things to realize that you can never have it. Accepting this realization is even more difficult. Loving someone does mean saying goodbye to them in some cases, though we will fight that until the oftentimes bitter end before doing the right thing.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
You cannot force things apart that are bound at the heart.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
You have to believe what you're saying if you're going to convince me. I just can't break that rule, even if I want to.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
You never know what lurks just beneath the surface of my fragile sanity.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
99% of all addicts are liars and thieves. This might sound unfair and even close-minded, but it's the truth. There are some exceptions to the rules, but they are incredibly rare. Most people are no match for their addictions. They will be driven to do things they would normally never have considered all in the name of getting high. Sad, but true. So if you're thinking of trying drugs, keep in mind that all the people you will be dealing with are likely to steal from you and lie to you at your own expense.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
About a month after she found out about that, I got pregnant for the first time. I knew I didn't want to have a baby at all, and wanted to get an abortion. But the day I found out, I wasn't sure what to do first. I felt alone and lost and needed someone to call who I could tell. I needed help. I wasn't sure if she would talk to me again so soon after what had happened. I decided to take a chance and try calling her. When I told her, she said, "Well, an abortion is only like $500, so go turn a couple of tricks and get it taken care of," before she hung up on me. I probably should have called someone else, but I didn't know who else to call.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
All we know is what we're told.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
A lot of people who find out about the things I do immediately figure I'm just a pathetic "druggie" with nothing to say that is worth hearing. They talk endless bull shit of "recovery!" They make it sound like some amazing discovery...don't they know I'm far too busy trying to recover me?
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Don't be scared of scars. They just tell stories that are hard to hear.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Don't kid yourself by saying that one time can't make you addicted. It can. I believed it couldn't too when I first tried meth. I was so, so wrong. The worst part about it is that you won't realize what has happened immediately afterwards. Addiction is a gradual process and it doesn't happen overnight. But trust me when I tell you that one time is all that it takes to set this into motion. It can and it will.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Drugs suck more than anything else I have ever liked so much.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Even though he had admitted to her that he used to watch me shower through a hole in the bathroom wall back when I was thirteen. She blamed us both for what we had "done" to her. But it sounds like she got over being mad at him pretty quick. She later told me that she had to go back and have sex with him one more time, just to make sure that there was nothing left between the two of them and to get some closure. That almost made me want to vomit. The only interaction between us after that was her showing up at the courthouse when I had to sit in front of a grand jury of twelve strangers and tell them what had happened. She came into the waiting room where I was sitting and started screaming that I was a whore and that I'd fucked her husband. She had to be escorted out of the court by two officers. That's what I got from her.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Everyone has a unique problem of their own, an issue that follows them throughout life and never goes away. You discover it early and go on to struggle with it for the rest of your life, almost until it eventually becomes an old enemy that you lose the will to fight or hate anymore. And just as every person has their own void, their own haunt or their own unanswered question...they also have the power to turn it into a legacy every bit as profound as they make it.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Everything either is, was or will be. Time doesn't really exist. It's just something we have made up that makes it easier for us to grasp the universe.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Experience is the opposite of education.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
Hope is a Heaven to keep you out of Hell. It's hard work believing that it's there.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
How many pages will it take to tell your story?
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
How much of what is there do you allow yourself to see?
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
I believe in energies. Good energy has served me well. Being fair with others, compassionate towards them, remaining humble, and making a difference to someone are just a few of the things that I have seen create good energy. Beautiful things. Human things. I do my best to surround myself with these types of things, to generate an atmosphere thick with such energy. It has kept me safe in many situations. I have taken risks in the past, and managed to avoid harm by the protection of the good energy I have created around me. I believe that ugliness creates more ugliness. And no matter how touched by ugliness you are, you do not have to give in to it and start spreading it beyond yourself. I have seen this sickness and what it does to a person, and those around them.
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
I'd much rather buy an experience than something I can possess in the material world
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By AnonymAshly Lorenzana
I don't possess these thoughts I have --- they possess me. I don't possess these feelings I have --- They obsess me.
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